on my mind right now

So I just received some news that I think I needed to hear, but at the same time disappointed me. I was really hurt but God is teaching me through this...He is all I need. I have been day dreaming about getting married and all of that when really I don't think I come close to being ready.. when the time comes it will be perfect but for now I want to serve. God has given me so much I just want to fall in love with Him and I ask myself why isn't His love just enough for you?