Sometimes I notice myself asking God so many questions "why is this happening" or "why now" or I think in my heart this is so unfair I don't see others going through this. But then after the trials and afflictions God's grace just fills your soul and you think again bow your head in shame and repent. My prayer is that during hard times we don't forget who is in control and when we need Him may He give us wisdom to turn to Him. He is our refuge and our strength. Always

The Lord is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer;
My God, my strength, in whom I will trust;
My shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.

Psalm 18:2